In Search of Happiness

Yup confused about the title.

But mainly those three things are what I’m feeling now.

Just yesterday (wednesday) was the AGM and election of the new CSA exco, the 18th. Just past the midnight, the new Exco is formed.

Perhaps to quote from a senior, the feelings was bitter sweetness or sweet bitterness, hahaha. Somewhat glad that the two years are now over, I have paid my due to CSA, somewhat sad coz I feel that I could’ve done more, done better, acted more mature, stronger, etc etc.

There is also this feeling of I have to move on… Move on from CSA (and in general spiritual ministry / community). To where? i do not know… perhaps aikido? (well at least that for the short term).

Stepping down from the 17th ExcCo, and stepping up to Life.

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Somewhat I have to find my passion, my purpose, my meaning, the thing(s) that is worth doing… career path, life path…

For the 17th ExCo, thank you so much! Good memories. Not forgotten is the 16th ExCo… Thank you even more, you indeed my first ExCo. To the 18th ExCo: may God bless you all in your service. Thank you for stepping forward. You will learn a lot about yourself, others and God. Enjoy the ride 1 year ahead

Okay me… what’s left? doing my FYP, getting grades for my exams as my last attempt to salvage my GPA, aikido, try to get black belt before I leave NTU… getting a good start in career… and perhaps finding the ‘one’ hahaha.

Namaste.